Leave Me Alone

Kelsey Amell
Circumvent within this shithole,
a steady fix at the rear-view mirror.
My past is blinding the hell out of me.

My eyes float, unable to focus
on what is preceding.
The veins that bound my malnourished arms maintain
the pulsating exigency for Nectar.
Brain waves-Defiled;
May they blast away with impulse and impuissance.
The voice of I, once powerful and so obnoxious,
only to become stolid.
Only to be so tragically taken away.

Which "who" am I today?