Breakdown

Kelsey Amell
Everything is absolutely brilliant and seemingly irreplaceable.
That is, until I find the darkness in the reality which lies beneath.
Once realization takes place, Im terrified and have nothing left in me but to run.
I force myself to jump out of my LaLa bubble and fall back
as my bones mash amongst the shattered little shards of everything I've always wanted.
I blend right in, losing all image of myself.
Who the fuck am I?
I never had it, so why does it all feel so lost?